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Adam’s fears of pairing are valid, but if he doesn’t get past them, he’ll lose his best friend’s love forever.
Omega Adam and Alpha Matt have been best friends all their lives. Matt has been there for Adam from his first heat. They’ve never been apart and Adam has never considered being with another person. So, it confuses Matt when Adam refuses to allow Matt to bite and pair with him.
Adam has seen for himself what happens when an alpha leaves his paired omega, when his mother went through the excruciating pain of a new alpha bite. Knowing his best friend as well as he does, he knows that if Matt ever bit and paired with him, Matt would never leave and consign Adam to the pain of a new bite or a life without sex. But Adam knows that it wouldn’t matter how Matt felt, he’d stay even if he felt trapped by the situation, making them both miserable and hurting Matt badly.
When Adam finds himself pregnant with Matt’s baby, he panics. All his attempts to keep Matt from getting trapped have been useless. With no idea what to do, he ends up hurting Matt anyway. If he doesn’t come to terms soon with his fears, he could find himself completely alone and losing the only person he’s ever loved.
Contemporary, AU, omegaverse, Mpreg, Kindle
Length: 150 pages – 52000 words
Cover Artist: Kathryn Bone
Editor: Tricia Kristufek
An Excerpt from Because I Want To
Matt buried his nose in Adam’s pale blond hair and took a surreptitious inhale. He couldn’t let himself do too much or he’d end up with a very unfortunate boner. Even with the Sepel, Adam still let off more pheromones than usual at that time of the month. And even though Matt took his own medication, he would react a bit more than he would outside of Adam’s heat. But usually, Matt could control himself well enough. At that moment he’d have no reason for a hard-on unless he did something like this.
Still, he couldn’t resist taking in Adam’s scent. It filled him, and he focused on the ache in his chest instead of the arousal. He wanted that scent for his own, wanted Adam to be his. Each month it seemed to be getting more difficult to hide his feelings and go home after Adam’s heat was over. It was the want of the bond, the life, and the family he craved with Adam that he struggled to hide. Though they were still fairly young, it wasn’t too unusual for an omega to bond or even get married at their age—just out of high school, barely eighteen. Most omegas were happy to, especially the pairing part, in an attempt to limit the chance of rape and unwilling bites.
Matt closed his eyes and did his best to calm down. Despite Adam’s slow breathing, Matt didn’t think he was completely asleep yet. He didn’t need to hear Matt’s heartbeat or feel the increased breathing as Matt struggled with the wants he couldn’t have.
Like the want to roll Adam onto his stomach, pull on his hips, and fill him in one thrust. His omega body would welcome it, especially during heat, and Matt would get lost in the man he loved. While buried in Adam’s body, he wanted to bend forward, move the blond hair aside, and bite down on the nape of Adam’s neck. He wanted to let go, fill Adam with his cum—and fill Adam’s womb with their child.
With slow, shallow, deliberate breaths, Matt managed to calm his heart. He focused on what he had, what he could have—the man in his arms, even for this short time—and let himself drift off to sleep.
About The Author
Grace Duncan grew up with a wild imagination. She told stories from an early age – many of which got her into trouble. Eventually, she learned to channel that imagination into less troublesome areas, including fanfiction, which is what has led her to writing male/male erotica.
As someone who loves to travel and see new places, Grace has lived all over the United States. She has currently set up camp in East Texas with her husband and children – both the human and furry kind.
As one of those rare creatures who loves research, Grace can get lost for hours on the internet, reading up on any number of strange and different topics. She can also be found writing fanfiction, reading fantasy, crime, suspense, romance and other erotica or even dabbling in art.
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